

My SecretFeeling so alone, everyday my distance is farther, The ones I love watching me fade awy, Tears in my mothers eyes, Rips me apart. I want to say sorry. But I can't bring myself to do so. Is it my fault I'm this way? I'm on my own, Living in this world so alone. The feelings and thoughts are so intense. They push me farther away Deeper and deeper, Till I'm 50 feet underground, in my new home. A small wooden box, And I'm still alone. So many things I want everyone to know. But I can't the memory in my mind, Is driving me to death. &nMy Secret


Constant ParanoiaI hear footsteps, I shiver,Constant Paranoia
A chair scraped on the floor, I jump and scream. I go about my day, With only one thought on my mind, What has happened to me? I'll awake from this nightmare soon. Yet the feelings get stronger. Thinking of him, Vomit flows up my throat. My hands and body start to shake, I can't calm the,. Remembering... My head pounds. I feel like someone beat up my insides. I can't sleep, Barely eat. I awake crying, thinking I'm there. Back in the place of hell. Yet my mind won't let me remember, Wh


In Love With DeathEver since you left me, I've carried myself better, Smiled more, and made more friends. But if only you and everyone knew, On the inside what I'm going through. I'll let you have a look, It's deep razor cuts, Broken promises, and suicidal thoughts. I feel theres no real happiness left inside me. And it's not just what you've done, It's everyone, Everyones there, But I've turned my back. I don't want you all to see. The tears, the slits, the thoughts, the screaming for death. It's calling my name, and I'm replying. With everyIn Love With Death


Dont Look into These Blue EyesPlease don't look... I know you don't want to see,Dont Look into These Blue Eyes
I have no care in it,
But you won't be pleased. If you have the strength, the power Take a look into these blue eyes. You won't see tears, You won't see my fears, What will you see? Look a bit closer... See the razor sharp edges, See my black broken heart. One thing you'll never see is, Happiness, hope, sadness, anger. I have none of those, For I am emotionless. My eyes are chained gateways to my soul. My black hollow shattered soul. Once you start to looking you'll never be able to s
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"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who
mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
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"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who
mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
- Dr. Seuss
Proud supporter of =RawEm0tion =Thumbshare *ArtForTheEscape
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"It doesn't matter how the paint is put on, as long as something is said." - Jackson Pollock
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Up front there ought to be a man in black.
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____The sweet isn't the sweet without the sour
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____The sweet isn't the sweet without the sour
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